Ayo Menulis, Dez!

Saya sedang dalam perjalanan mudik ketika tiba-tiba tengah malam saya aktifkan lagi koneksi internet di HP saya, dan banyak sekali notifikasi mention di twitter. Yup dari @Jiebman , @MorningHater__ , @yyunikaa dan @nalynahalaw yang kangen #30HariBlogging beberapa bulan lalu yang terbilang sukses hihihi... Tanpa berpikir rumus luas bangun datar (baca: panjang x lebar) *cih! garing* saya pun menyetujuinya. Ya masa nggak sih, kan katanya @jiebman  (di postingan #Day1 nya) saya ini bu eR eT yang dulu pertama kali mencetuskan #30HariBlogging pertama. Eh, tapi bukan karena itu juga, saya memang senang dan kangen banget sama kegiatan seperti ini. Blog jadi ramai :D Udah lah ya basa basinya, saya mau langsung ke pokok postingan *halah* Berhubung ini hari pertama di tahun yang baru, sekaligus postingan pertama di #30HariBlogging2 saya, saya mau flashback nih, mau bikin kaleidoskop kehidupan saya di tahun sebelumnya 2012 *berasa infotemen* hehehe. Tanggal-tanggal yang...

Ketika ia membaca tulisannku, ia tersipu. Ia bilang padaku bahwa yang kutulis di sini semua kutujukan spesial untuknya dan semua tentangnya. Ya, memang benar, aku menulis tentang dia, sebuah inspirasi yang tak kunjung padam. Hingga tibalah suatu masa di mana ia berhenti membaca apa yang kutulis. Namun... aku tak pernah berhenti menulis tentangnya. Still, It didn’t matter, because my writing is not a writing when he’s not there to read it. PS: I miss the moment when he strongly inspired me to write like this and this.

Sudah sekian lama saya rindu menulis lagi. Project kumpulan cerpen saya dengan si Pecinta Langit Sore tak kunjung selesai, padahal akan hampir setahun berlalu dan padahal (lagi) si cewek antik bernama @yyunikaa ini telah berbaik hati membagi cerita-ceritanya bersama saya. Maafkan saya kawan, project kita itu harus terealisasi!! Harus!! Duh! Belakangan ini saya terlalu sibuk dengan pencarian dan pencapaian saya pada karir dan passion yang entah mengapa sampai sekarang belum saya temukan ke mana. Lagi-lagi tentang pencapaian dan juga passion, mengenai hal ini saya layaknya bunglon, selalu berubah-ubah mengikuti mood yang masih terlalu labil. Sebentar ingin ini lalu besok berubah lagi ingin itu. Entahlah susah sekali untuk konsisten dan setia pada apa yang saya kerjakan. Tapi tenang saja kawan, gairah menulis saya muncul kembali setelah terpancing si adik kelas @nalynahalaw yang baru saja memulai karirnya (haha) di dunia blogspot ini dan sangat excited dengan blognya .  Yup, sa...

It's raining heavily; they not know how the falling water can bring you here. On the atmosphere, I smell your pheromone but this delusional feeling will not last long enough until the wet leaves and their colors averred the dignity of your disappearance.  Sitting alone on the bench in this botanical garden made me realize that I did not anymore have the ability of picturing you the right away.  Oh man in that grey rain, still it remains in your memories the way we met and the day we kissed on this bench? I miss those moment a lot.

Dear all, I come back again after a few months without having any writing of thought. Surely I was having much trouble with my brain and things I'm working in. Oh god, times go so fast. I hardly embrace what's in front of me, my future. It's still "que sera sera" what will be will be. I just follow what's been written for me. For me. And I believe if I'm being a very good girl, god will answer my prayer. Oh Dear God. Please bless me for every breath that I take for every move I make and decision I create. Bless me, for in several months later, I will marry him, the one of my life, not a prince, but a sun that I hope can lead my way and bring light to my life. Bless me. Thank you....

Haloooo lohhaaa perkenalkan keponakan saya... The cutest baby on earth....!! Syahdan...! Pipinya empuk, kalo ada dia rasanya saya mau gigit-gigit pipinya. Oh ya foto dua manusia di bawah ini belum mandi lohhh hehe, kecium gak baunya?? LOL Every child is born a naturalist. His eyes are, by nature, open to the glories of the stars, the beauty of the flowers, and the mystery of life. ~R. Search

Just remember that...

Many of them, the people I watch surround me at my office go through the motions of setting their career goals to satisfy the demands of their boss or company. Okay, that's the rule, and that's the way it has to be. We're hired to do so, aren't we? But what do you feel about your job my dear friends? Do you love it? or do you hate it? Have you ever felt so indifferent? Maybe you want to, but like most of the people you just go with it, not to care if you like it or not. Or even have you probably had some kind of feeling about your job and it influences your performance then it'll send a message to your mind that you can't help but stuck? Satisfied? The answer, it depends on you, on how you feel about your job right now. Is your job great that sometimes you have to slap your cheek to make sure that you're not dreaming. If it's so, then congratulate!!

I've told you that I'm a biggest fan of flower. And on Friday 22nd of July in the middle of my busy work hours, my friends asked me to join them to Jakarta Flona (Flora and Fauna) Festival 2011 in Lapangan Banteng, Central Jakarta. Luckily that wasn't very far from my office, it took only 15 minutes by car. Aaaannd yupiiieee, I was so glad seeing so many flowers and other plants out there. And I found a heaven there...., simply like this. They're so colorful, bright, and fresh as you can see from the picture. Do you know things about flowers? Ralph Waldo Emerson said that, "Flowers, are a proud assertion that a ray of beauty outvalues all the utilities of the world." And for me, yes absolutely they are. They're just like the most beautiful product God creates to the face of the earth. They give earth fragrance, their colors speak beauty, and when they bloom it seems that they give a hope to life. (Carnation) Can you see that flowers have their own char...

" I ain't no vision, I'm the girl who loves you inside and out, backwards and forwards with my heart hanging out. I love no other way, what are we gonna do if we lose that fire?" ~Feist One of this Feist's songs is my favorite, tells me that to love someone is to love him in every aspect: his inside and also his outside. Loving means having passion, and to keep it lasting is burning that fire, burning the passion. No...no..no, I'm not talking about love, but the passion, even though for me it has a correlative between love and passion. What is (are) your passion? You know what? Sometimes is hard to find out our passion. Is that hard for you? For me is not that really, I've already known my passions, the hardest part is to live that passions true. What passion means for you, as for me it's a bless god gives to everyone to live their life, to know what you live for. And how to keep your passion and to live that? Like Feist said, inside and out, loving y...

When I was young... It's so much younger than I am today. I never needed anyone's help in anyway, but... ... but my invisible brown wings

Errr I told ya, that I promised myself to post anything , just anything on this blog or my diary (that's for the very private one lol). It so really, I hope, can cure a cursed mind I have. That is also to practice my writing since I now have a writing project I have to be accounted for. Hmm yeah well actually I have no idea what to write by now. It's half to one in the morning and I feel like I'm a weekend sleep walker accompanied by my beloved hype-realistic man in this 2.0 world he so-called. Talking about that writing project I have, so sadly to say that I'm stuck in the middle of doing that. It feels like I'm not that talented enough to accomplish all my work. It's ashamed I know and knowing that many people support me. My lover told me that he's willing to make me the layout and the cover of my book, my bestie, Yunika agreed to contribute and share her work with me, Mas Don was so kind to me that he said he wanna give me his fabulous illustration to eve...

Hi, what a graceful Friday I have, errr not really but yeah I have to be graceful aren’t I? LOL. Today at my office I am having what so called Mama-Alpha-Lima-Echo-Siera syndrome (read: Lazy) till I don’t think like I’m doing anything (yup that’s Bruno Mars’s song huhuhu just what my friend, Doni sings it with the rayban on and his head nods like those monkey masked man lol (peace Mas Don) and it's surely making me lazier and lazierrrr). Not much that I do today, just filing, reviewing and sending those valuation reports to my client and it’s done half an hour before I chat my boyfriend and say that I wud die in bored (hahaha so hyperbolic) and he suggests me “why don’t you do blogging dear”. Yeah and I do that now since he’d ever said that writing is a cure for a curse mind. But unfortunately I don’t have any idea what to write, so I start writing anything about myself (aja deh). So guys these are 31 random facts about me if you do care hahaha. Wait?? Why it should be 31??...

I wish I was Special.... But I'm a creep I'm a weirdo What the hell am I doing here???? I don't belong here Gambar by Mas Don Ronaldo Faah

Are you aware of what you make me feel? Right now I feel invisible to you, like I'm not real Didn't you feel me lock my arms around you? Why you turn away? Here's what I have to say I was left to cry there, waiting outside there grinning with a lost stare That's when I decided Why should I care Cuz you weren't there when I was scared I was so alone You, you need to listen I'm starting to trip, I'm losing my grip and I'm in this thing alone Am I just some chick you place beside you to take somebody's place when you turn around can you recognize my face you used to love me, you used to hug me But that wasn't the case Everything wasn't ok ~Avril Lavigne~

Why was Snow White given a poisoned apple? To show us that not everyone is gonna be kind and not everyone is really who they say they are. Why did Cinderella run away at midnight? To remind us that everything does have its own limitation, even dreams. Why did Ariel exchange her fins for feet? To show us that people are willing to give up anything to be with whom they love, just to be happy. Why did Aurora sleep for 100 years? To tell us that you might have to wait for quite some time for your true love to come along, sometimes very long, but it's worth it. Why did Princess Jasmine fall for Aladdin? To let us know that what the heart wants, it wants it, no matter what. Why was Belle in love with a Beast? To let us know that you can't really help what's on the outside, but if the inside is beautiful, then nothing will stand in the way of your love. And after all, inside every confident, woman is A FRAGILE PRINCESS waiting to be saved. Rewrite from @damnitstrue Dedicated for ...

Sore di hari libur nasional itu saya pergi ke sebuah toko buku, dan taraaaaa di sana saya bertemu dengan adik kelas saya yang postur tubuhnya tuh impian cewek-cewek banget deh hehe (kadang malu kalo jalan di samping dia, yet she's too tall and of course slim lol). Jadilah saya hanging around sama si Pecinta Langit Sore ini, yup namanya Ika alias si @kertasburam . Dan inilah yang ia lakukan di toko buku tersebut, coba perhatikan buku apa yang ia pegang. Hehehe I asked her, "OMG Ikaaaaa.... Do you fancy buy and read that book??" Hahaha tentu saja dia tidak mungkin baca buku itu, di tengah stressnya ia membaca segudang teori feminisme untuk skripsinya, hanya saja sudah menjadi tradisi bagi saya, Ika dan juga Maria alias @qiebwannatwit mocking that pop culture stuff on twitter by sarcastically pretending to be crazy about that silly boyband madness in our age. Hihi, that's why I pictured her with the book on her face and twitpic that hohhohoho. Lalu lihat juga gambar ya...

This picture represents us, yeah well I think hihihihi. Me and my lovely man lol From the left: even it's not my real hand, it's so much the same with my email address memetikbunga(at)gmail(dot)com. (and my work partner at my office often mocks me with that name of address lol, and I'll just let him do that). And on the right, that's my lover avatar @hypereal a hyperrealistic man with some cables on his hand that makes me call him a cable man who is trapped in a cable nest lol. Well, I think that is his favorite avatar both on twitter or facebook, it's been around a year he's not willing to change it. But I like it tough. It represents him the most. That two different hands of our, I edit that with some photo applications on my devoted iPhone, these are what I use to create that "Two Different Hands" picture: 1. Instagram I use Insagram to create an Earlybird effect of the photos. 2. PhotoCollage I use it to attached two or more picture that w...

Beberapa postingan yang lalu saya pernah menuliskan tentang “being happy” sampai tiga kali. Kenapa ya? Apakah sebegitu pentingnya kebahagiaan ataupun menjadi bahagia dalam hidup saya? Bagi saya iya. Kebahagiaan itu sangat penting buat saya, jika saya bahagia, saya tidak akan lagi peduli berapa berat badan saya, berapa uang yang ada di kantong saya, apa pekerjaan saya, ataupun betapa bodohnya saya, saya mungkin tidak akan peduli lagi semua itu as long as I’m happy. Bagaimana dengan anda? Lalu, apakah saya bahagia? Well, mungkin anda bisa menebaknya. Tapi tolong pertanyaannya harus menggunakan tenses yang jelas, seperti, “Are you happy?” atau “Were you happy?” ya seperti itu…. Dan kalau pertanyaannya menggunakan tenses yang kedua saya akan menjawab, dulu, duluuuuuuuuuuuu sekali saya sangat bahagia, kebahagiaan yang saya ciptakan “sendiri”. Sebagai anak tunggal selama 17 tahun yang kadang ditinggal Ibu-Bapaknya bekerja, saya terbiasa melakukan semuanya sendiri, menjalankan hobi, p...

One fine day, my girl friend wanted me to make her pre-wedding photos look unusual to be attached on her wedding invitation, in fact that she and her boyfriend didn't do it at all. She sent me their photos and asked me to edit em all. And well, I did that, she said it's all up to me. And I made it up, taarrrraaaaa...!!!! There are all just old photos of her and her boyfriend that I cropped, cut, brightened, smoothed, etc. I made it like a comic. Adding some conversation bubbles on it makes it look funny isn't it LOL. And I think this is a romantic one (read: lebay or exaggerated lol) Finally taraaaa, it's all wrapped!!!! I did them all with some applications I have on my iPhone, which are, Instagram, Label Box, Photo Mess, and Photo Collage. Have a nice wedding party, dude!!