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Just remember that...

Many of them, the people I watch surround me at my office go through the motions of setting their career goals to satisfy the demands of their boss or company. Okay, that's the rule, and that's the way it has to be. We're hired to do so, aren't we? But what do you feel about your job my dear friends? Do you love it? or do you hate it? Have you ever felt so indifferent? Maybe you want to, but like most of the people you just go with it, not to care if you like it or not. Or even have you probably had some kind of feeling about your job and it influences your performance then it'll send a message to your mind that you can't help but stuck? Satisfied? The answer, it depends on you, on how you feel about your job right now. Is your job great that sometimes you have to slap your cheek to make sure that you're not dreaming. If it's so, then congratulate!!

He smiled He laughed He stroked my hair He sang a song on my ear He whispered love He tickled my tummy He held my hand He held it tight yet tenderly He told some stories He kissed me He hugged me He waited for me He fell for me He yellowed me But life bitched me - Posted using BlogPress from my iPhone

Why most of people can't miss without distances... And why do I prefer to choose the difficult things and feelings in my short life period? Even though I know that the feelings are less precious and surreal.

I've told you that I'm a biggest fan of flower. And on Friday 22nd of July in the middle of my busy work hours, my friends asked me to join them to Jakarta Flona (Flora and Fauna) Festival 2011 in Lapangan Banteng, Central Jakarta. Luckily that wasn't very far from my office, it took only 15 minutes by car. Aaaannd yupiiieee, I was so glad seeing so many flowers and other plants out there. And I found a heaven there...., simply like this. They're so colorful, bright, and fresh as you can see from the picture. Do you know things about flowers? Ralph Waldo Emerson said that, "Flowers, are a proud assertion that a ray of beauty outvalues all the utilities of the world." And for me, yes absolutely they are. They're just like the most beautiful product God creates to the face of the earth. They give earth fragrance, their colors speak beauty, and when they bloom it seems that they give a hope to life. (Carnation) Can you see that flowers have their own char

" I ain't no vision, I'm the girl who loves you inside and out, backwards and forwards with my heart hanging out. I love no other way, what are we gonna do if we lose that fire?" ~Feist One of this Feist's songs is my favorite, tells me that to love someone is to love him in every aspect: his inside and also his outside. Loving means having passion, and to keep it lasting is burning that fire, burning the passion. No...no..no, I'm not talking about love, but the passion, even though for me it has a correlative between love and passion. What is (are) your passion? You know what? Sometimes is hard to find out our passion. Is that hard for you? For me is not that really, I've already known my passions, the hardest part is to live that passions true. What passion means for you, as for me it's a bless god gives to everyone to live their life, to know what you live for. And how to keep your passion and to live that? Like Feist said, inside and out, loving y

When I was young... It's so much younger than I am today. I never needed anyone's help in anyway, but... ... but my invisible brown wings

Errr I told ya, that I promised myself to post anything , just anything on this blog or my diary (that's for the very private one lol). It so really, I hope, can cure a cursed mind I have. That is also to practice my writing since I now have a writing project I have to be accounted for. Hmm yeah well actually I have no idea what to write by now. It's half to one in the morning and I feel like I'm a weekend sleep walker accompanied by my beloved hype-realistic man in this 2.0 world he so-called. Talking about that writing project I have, so sadly to say that I'm stuck in the middle of doing that. It feels like I'm not that talented enough to accomplish all my work. It's ashamed I know and knowing that many people support me. My lover told me that he's willing to make me the layout and the cover of my book, my bestie, Yunika agreed to contribute and share her work with me, Mas Don was so kind to me that he said he wanna give me his fabulous illustration to eve

Hi, what a graceful Friday I have, errr not really but yeah I have to be graceful aren’t I? LOL. Today at my office I am having what so called Mama-Alpha-Lima-Echo-Siera syndrome (read: Lazy) till I don’t think like I’m doing anything (yup that’s Bruno Mars’s song huhuhu just what my friend, Doni sings it with the rayban on and his head nods like those monkey masked man lol (peace Mas Don) and it's surely making me lazier and lazierrrr). Not much that I do today, just filing, reviewing and sending those valuation reports to my client and it’s done half an hour before I chat my boyfriend and say that I wud die in bored (hahaha so hyperbolic) and he suggests me “why don’t you do blogging dear”. Yeah and I do that now since he’d ever said that writing is a cure for a curse mind. But unfortunately I don’t have any idea what to write, so I start writing anything about myself (aja deh). So guys these are 31 random facts about me if you do care hahaha. Wait?? Why it should be 31??

I wish I was Special.... But I'm a creep I'm a weirdo What the hell am I doing here???? I don't belong here Gambar by Mas Don Ronaldo Faah

Are you aware of what you make me feel? Right now I feel invisible to you, like I'm not real Didn't you feel me lock my arms around you? Why you turn away? Here's what I have to say I was left to cry there, waiting outside there grinning with a lost stare That's when I decided Why should I care Cuz you weren't there when I was scared I was so alone You, you need to listen I'm starting to trip, I'm losing my grip and I'm in this thing alone Am I just some chick you place beside you to take somebody's place when you turn around can you recognize my face you used to love me, you used to hug me But that wasn't the case Everything wasn't ok ~Avril Lavigne~

Why was Snow White given a poisoned apple? To show us that not everyone is gonna be kind and not everyone is really who they say they are. Why did Cinderella run away at midnight? To remind us that everything does have its own limitation, even dreams. Why did Ariel exchange her fins for feet? To show us that people are willing to give up anything to be with whom they love, just to be happy. Why did Aurora sleep for 100 years? To tell us that you might have to wait for quite some time for your true love to come along, sometimes very long, but it's worth it. Why did Princess Jasmine fall for Aladdin? To let us know that what the heart wants, it wants it, no matter what. Why was Belle in love with a Beast? To let us know that you can't really help what's on the outside, but if the inside is beautiful, then nothing will stand in the way of your love. And after all, inside every confident, woman is A FRAGILE PRINCESS waiting to be saved. Rewrite from @damnitstrue Dedicated for