Ayo Menulis, Dez!

Have you ever felt so NAKED?? and everybody was just staring? they can see right through you and you can't hide? How do you deal????????

Kadang begitu sempit untuk bergerak, berjalan, bahkan diam.... Aku ingin lapang...

It was a long time ago. I have almost forgotten my dream. But it was there then, In front of me, Bright like a sun-- My dream. And then the wall rose, Rose slowly, Slowly, Between me and my dream. Rose until it touched the sky-- The wall. Shadow. I am black. I lie down in the shadow. No longer the light of my dream before me, Above me. Only the thick wall. Only the shadow. My hands! My dark hands! Break through the wall! Find my dream! Help me to shatter this darkness, To smash this night, To break this shadow Into a thousand lights of sun, Into a thousand whirling dreams Of sun! Langston Hughes

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"Do you know the place I dream I were in?" said I to the one who stood right in front of me. "Sure, I know exactly the place you dream you were in." said the one who stood right in front of me. "Where was it then?" asked I once. "The place where I stand right now, wasn't it?" smiled the one who stood right in front of me. I smiled to the reflection in front of me, and we turned back, leaving each other place.

“Tau gak tempat apa yang sangat amat paling ingin gw kunjungin saat ini?” tanya gw ke seseorang yang saat itu sedang berdiri di depan gw… “Gw tau tempat apa yang sangat amat paling ingin lo kunjungin saat ini.” kata seseorang yang saat itu sedang berdiri di depan gw… “Apa coba?” tanya gw lagi ke seseorang yang saat itu sedang berdiri di depan gw… “Tempat dimana gw berdiri sekarang ini kan??” begitulah jawaban seseorang yang saat itu sedang berdiri di depan gw… Dia cuma tersenyum. “Kok tau???” tanya gw ke depan sebuah cermin yang saat itu sedang berdiri di depan gw… lalu kita sama2 berbalik… cuma tersenyum, meninggalkan tempat masing-masing.

idih Narsis banget kalian apalagi yang pake krudung ijo itu.... pamer HP mbak hehehehehe atau lagi iklan HP

Tiba-tiba aku merasa lumpuh Gelap… Dingin… Sepi kini memberi arti Karena alasan itu aku ada… Tapi, Aku akan mulai lenyap Senyap… Dalam angkasa yang kian membisu Bahkan hujanpun tak menyuarakan jeruji cairnya saat terserap bumi Dan aku… Aku menciumnya; Aroma itu… Aroma kematian Aku mulai lenyap bagai asap rokok dalam siluet jingga yang kian memudar…perlahan …pelan Diantara lembayung senja setiap sel tubuhku mulai berpendar Tapi aku belum mau pergi Aku mau tetap tinggal bagai Bidadari Wahai kau Sel Abu-abu Ciptakanlah aku kembali… Sisa-sisa kabut peninggalan malam beredar memantul dalam retina matanya. Aroma hijau daun pagi tak mau kalah berebut masuk lubang penciuman mancungnya menuju dua klep paru-paru di antara belulang iganya. Kicauan burung pagipun merdu bermain-main dalam gendang telinganya. ‘Wahai Kau Ksatriaku, selamat pagi… Lihatlah, pagi ini begitu sempurna. Namun, mengapa Kau hanya diam berdiri dan menatapnya nanar di balik jendela kamarmu yang mewah ini? Bergegaslah Sayang pa

hai… Seseorang di ujung sana… Yang selalu mencari ayam untuk dimakan or makan bersama… apa kabar? How was your day… Kemaren kayanya bete banget, knapa??? jangan marah2 Boz, nanti cepet tua loh... kapan? kemana? berapa lama? halo? iya? he'eh? masih ada? Semoga… Apa sih? Mau kamu tuh sebenarnya apa? Ohh bukan kamu? Iya deh… itu memang aku… Maaf yaah kita jadi tercebur bersama… Tapi kan… kanapa? Oh iya aku lupa… Hari ini hari adalah hari itu kan? tapi kita tetep aja ga bisa kembali ke hari itu… Iya? Kamu ngomong apa? Oooh iya, iya aku ngerti… Tapi apa? Ohh masalah yang kemarin itu? Lupain aja deh, udah lewat. kalo bisa sih Jadi rahasia aja n jangan bilang ke siapa-siapa kalo aku @#)&^%)+X#?;!!

duh anak-anak ini lagi pada ngapain sih gak jelas....!!!!

Silence… “Ohm…” “I remember the last day off. That was I felt in this mourning holiday, cold and blue. I was locked in my own mind, stuck in a room. Couldn’t go anywhere like in prison, asking something without answer.” “Ohm...” “All the same…” “Ohm…” “It was like this” Silence, but wasn’t alone… “Ohm…” “Is it right??” “Ohm…” “I love him.” “Ohm…” “But I was cheating at his back.” “Ohm…” “I love someone else from my past.” “Ohm…” “And I’m waiting for him…” “Ohm…” “I am bored!!” “Ohm…” “A nightmare” “Ohmmm…” “TALK TO ME!!!” “Ohmmmmm…” “IMBECILE!?” “OHHMMMM…” “Forgive me…” “I want to sit there,” “Ohm…” In the corner of boredom room, waiting for someone show the truth. The more shouting, the more it’s like a grave yard. On the wall, there were shadows staring. Black. Waving. High. Through the window; there were tears from the sky going together with sorrow and pain. “You know I am so angry with you!” “Ohm…” “I felt lik